Here comes the sun...

There is nothing I like better than to have sun on my face. It brings me warmth and a sense of calmness. I enjoy it. I wanted a car with a sunroof for crazy sakes! The majority of the mornings, I have the sun to my right side. I feel it coming thru my window on my face. It’s one of my favorite moments of the day. However, this morning, I realized something was missing. I could see the sun. It poked it’s rays thru the trees. It lit up the morning. But, I couldn’t feel it. It was all around me, but still I couldn’t feel it like I (me me me me) wanted to. I drove faster. I drove slower. I moved my head. I opened by sun roof. No matter which way I moved, I just couldn’t feel it like I WANTED to. Irritated. I needed my sun. Then it hits me, it’s my upper door panel thingie blocking the light. It was blocking my sun. How dare it. But let’s think, I can’t remove the door panel. If I could have drove without doors, I would have! So, as I traveled, I couldn’t wait to reach the point where the sun would be fully on me. I was hungry for it. I needed it. It’s a favorite thing. Finally, after being patient, there it appeared. Bright. Warm. Big. Glorious. All it’s great big rays shining down on little ole me and I LOVED IT. It’s what I have been waiting for. Then another thing hits me, how crazy is it that we are that way with God. We have just that something in our way of feeling His full love. We want it. We need it. We crave it. But still, that little something or big something is in the way of feeling His fullness. And then again, on the other hand, some, know His blessing is there, see it, feel it, but we want it right then, right NOW. He follows our lives. He is right there with us, but we have to be patient and know and understand that it’s on His time table, not ours. Finally, after we have waited, He appears .... our blessing, our sun on our face, and it’s GRAND... it’s greatness... it’s Him in His way that He wants it to be - for us. Just imagine when we sit, or stand, or whatever position - in His presence, with full SON our on face.... what a morning that will be! And no silly little door panel is gonna steal that away!

REALLY!

For the better part of 3 weeks, we have been searching for an AC/Heat company. To say the least, it's been rough. They are crazy busy and we understand. But get this, one of the companies (out of Benton and rhymes with Bones) I called and left messages and left messages and called (so you get the point right) called me back, gave me a price I could live with, and said, HE WOULD HAVE HIS SCHEDULE MAN CALL ME (bold on CALL ME). That was many many moons ago. Today, I get a call. Mrs. Stafford my men are at your house and we have some questions. HUH. Wait. Im at my house. Just Sloan and I. No AC men with us. Im confused. What happened to the schedule man calling me to set up a time? I return the call, guess what no one answers, imagine that, and I leave a message. Very polite I might add, which if you are reading this and you know me, it's a very rare form I know, but yet, I was polite. It's something Im working on, but anyway... back to the story. Mr. "it rhymes with BONES" Im sorry but in the time that I was waiting on your schedule man to CALL ME, (some 10 days later) we accepted another bid. I now have a unit it. Thank you, Jenny Stafford. Well guess what, I should have tried that approach weeks ago, HE CALLED RIGHT BACK. Mr. "it rhymes with BONES" was less than happy, matter of fact, I would strongly lean on mad. He tried to confirm with me that I was costing him money! Actually, it's right the opposite Mr. AC man, I was trying to give you money! I didnt say that; however, I was thinking it. This is the amazing part, I let him chew on me a bit. I was polite. I let him finish about how I was costing him and how I bumped five people of his list today and about how he didnt appreciate me and about how I could have called him (oh yes that was a good one), and I just thought to myself... REALLY. If this wasn't the funniest conversation I have had the pleasure of having, I might have unleashed the beast but I DIDNT (GO ME). I was polite. REALLY polite. I wanted to use gestures, and words, and more gestures, but I didn't. That's part of winning the war right... so I'm smirking because I do know that what you dish out and some point you will have to... well you know.   So, this is my smirk for today.

The Best of Both Worlds

I'm loving this Tuesday morning! We helped my brother and sister in law do a little remodel this weekend! True weekend warriors we are! But this weekend warrior is feeling it today! HA! This morning, Sloan and I got Sky and Jojo off to school and are now just hanging out with one another! Sloan and I decided that Josie needed cupcakes for her big day tomorrow... so cupcakes we made! It's great to have the day with Sloan. Jeremy and I are so thankful that we have great employers!! Jeremy has a boss that if need arises that he has to take off last minute and take care of something... go and no questions asked. I have a boss that understands how important your family truly is and allows days where I can work from home. It's fantastic to get the best of both worlds and hopefully we will never take that for granted! We understand where the blessing comes from and we are thankful that He has provided the best of both worlds! So, today, it's mom hat for me ALL day! Happy Tuesday all!

3 a.m. disturbia

Where's the shut off switch? Someone please tell me?!?!?! This is craziness. 10 p.m. my body is so sleepy but my mind is wound up tight. Thus 3 a.m. and I'm blogging. Lots on my mind. I just can't file it away to sleep. I need to be working but I don't think driving to the church at 3 a.m. is a good plan. I need to be working on an appeal transcript, but I don't wanna! I need to be washing clothes, but I can't! (story from earlier in the week, washer door exploded!) I need to fix my brother's termites, out of my control! I need to get moving on our remodel, don't know how to lay brick. I need to get a hair cut, Hair Shack is closed! (SIDE NOTE: Hair Shack ladies... just think of the possibilities of having a shift for all us crazy females that can't sleep, you know, hair cuts, dyes, perms all at early morning hours! You'd make a killing! LOL! Just a thought!!) I need to run virus scan again on computer, but I'm blogging. I want to sleep, but I can't! See it's this mess. I should have pulled my weight better on VBS this year. I should have dropped off the phone bill that is still in my purse. I need to get that list complied of Sunday School teachers. I need to do better with the Youth. Where's that shut off switch again? I can't believe I let myself slip up and slack with the gym. This is craziness. I believe people probably take medication for this. LOL! But I'm pretty positive I'm not the only female up at this hour with a million things running thru her head! So tomorrow, if you see me, and my bags are shining under my eyes... yes it was because I blogged instead of sleeping just not by choice! I would rather be snoozing... oh wait a yawn... does this mean, oh maybe sleep is in my near future! Good morning all!

Signs

Josie asked me to make her a sign that says "Stay Out". She wanted the sign to hang on her door. Instantly and dorkily (yeah I don't think that's a word) I started singing to myself "signs, signs, everywhere there's signs". Then my distorted mind goes to, wouldn't it be great if people came with signs. Signs to let others know exactly what they're getting. Like a nutrition label for humans. Haven't we all meet people, friended them, and then asked ourselves, I didn't know I was getting this as a friend. If we came with signs, we'd know ahead! LOL! Can't you just see it now, in big bold letters: Im Fake. I lie. I cheat. Im happy. Im truthful. I theive. Im golden. Im true. Im angry. Im two-faced. Im pure. Im long-suffering. Im lazy. Im positive. Im negative. I laugh. Im genuine. At one time or another, we have all needed a sign or two or three. I hate to admit it, but sometimes people have warnings all over them and we still try to find the good or make up the good... yay us, or is it? Not everything can be positive as much as we try to force it to be. Just wondering what big bold letters would be on my back for the world to see? (eyebrow raise here)

Interruptions

In case I haven't mentioned it... I love working from home during the summer! There is nothing like it! I'm so thankful for the opportunity as well as for a boss that values family. There are days that are a bit more difficult than others, but the good outweighs the difficult by far. I often fuss at work about being interrupted by the phone or other necessary means that make a job a job, but at home, my interruptions are priceless moments that I never want to do without. I was working away this a.m. and my first interruption was Sloan. She wanted to wear Jojo's softball visor. It makes her feel like a big girl. By the way, did I mention she is running around in only her panties and now the softball visor! HA. (I wonder if she sings to herself the toddler version of "Natural Woman".) Next it was Skylar... "Hey mom", "I'm going with Papaw to the hay field." Door shuts. Skylar reenters, "If that's ok??" Big smile because he knows mom hates being TOLD where they are going! Then finishing up the ends, Josie enters. Sits in my lap, gives me huge hug and kiss on the cheek, topped off with "I love you". Now, that's the point where I stop and do a little blessing counting, and whisper to God, oh how I love my interruptions!